February 2012
Waking up in the morning and feeling so angry is not good at all.. I am so sorry tumblrheads for all this anger.. I shall pull myself together.
I will never understand how people can throw away true friendship.
Even though you basically dropped me and started faking it. I’ll tell you. Yeah, I’m angry. But still, if you needed me , I wouldn’t mind hearing you vent . I wouldn’t mind being there for you. And since it is clear that we’re falling out.. I just needed to make it CLEAR. I will still be here. Even...
Negative energy is infectious.
When you surround yourself with people who are negative, chances are - you will soon enough catch their cold..
Try your utmost hardest to steer away from bad company because you may find yourself doing things you’ve never done..
“Never do something permanently stupid just because you are temporarily upset.”
Say you don’t give a damn, and I won’t stay.
But if you feel the same way that I feel, you gotta show it, because I need to know it.
Don't get my wrong though,
I love everything we have right now and more.
DropNharmony - 6th day medley
Nothing takes me back, like this song. Its a bittersweet emotion I get when I listen to it. I guess I remember the little things a lot more often than you do, but its kind of annoying. This song is the perfect lullaby. And since I’ve been having trouble sleeping for the past two weeks, I’ve resulted to listening to this. I feel like this song explains almost every little part of us. In...
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I told you from the very start, I’m not the type to leave anyone.
But somehow, not many people stick around for that long anyways.
I understand you “leaving”..
you need your space.
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Teared at the sight of his pain.
God, I am not worthy to be this blessed.
“Anyone who seeks truth seeks God, whether or not he realizes it.”
– St. Edith Stein
Through it all.
Say it ain’t so.
I don’t think anyone wants to face the truth. I don’t think the three of us could handle hearing that the genes have carried on.. I don’t think we’re ready to realize, there’s nothing more we can do, but enjoy your healthy condtion now- while it lasts.. That scares me. And what scares me even more is that I know I’ll be a mess if all the...
At night, I get a daily shot of Keith and its been going on for the past two weeks.. But today, its bad. I almost forgot how it felt to feel this sick. To feel as if I’m gasping for air, but I can’t manage to take it in. To have that difficulty of simple functions like swallowing or breathing. To have my heart beat fast & my head pound to the same rhythm.. I’m losing...
And just like that, you disappeared.
Revert.
I wish I could be there for you in a way that will inspire you the way I did before.. I can’t do it now without giving off the wrong impression, but if only you knew how much I care for you, and how much I can’t stand seeing you ‘hurt’ yourself in such a way. It’s not the answer. There are better ways to get back up. But, I understand you lived a different life before...
That’s not something you just brush off.
It happened.
Screw you.
I’m done trying to hold shiet together and you to keep throwing rocks at me.
I wish I hadn't walked away, I wish I had the guts...
I don’t remember what day it was. I don’t remember what time it was. All I know is that I fell in love with you&if all my dreams come true, I’d be spending time with you.
Meant to be.
Someone told me recently, she still secretly roots for OUR existence. And its funny, because in some alternate universe, so do I. Everything has been said and done, and a lot of actions can’t be blown over. But time really does, heal our hearts. And time really does reveal things that are hard to see. Within this time, I can say I learned so much & I value you more than it comes off. Because...
Fact: I can not go to sleep at night without hugging something.
Move closer.
Everything happens for reason & there isn’t a way to really explain it all. Before, when something would challenge me to a certain point, I used to push myself into such a dark hole and I’d stay there for such a significant amount of time. Now, my coping strategies have improved. Whatever it is I am challenged with I know God is by my side and throughout whatever the hardship, I could only...
Just for the record, that’s not a type of party you pregame to. And thankfully, none of the elders called you out on it.
Relationships
nonelikejesus:
Every relationship you have should have purpose. Either they are helping you get closer to God or you are helping them get closer to God. You should ask yourself; Am I being productive with this person? In this relationship? Am I moving forward or backward? Am I becoming a better person? Are they influencing me in the right direction? What happens when we get together? Is it...
I never thought I was burdening you.
