January 2010
&when im stressin, anthony got me laughin'(:
anthony: like she doesnt want you chillen with me. kuz you might steal me away
nikki : dood . steal you away , c'monn thats gross!
anthony : >.<
nikki: total bro , man. HAHA
anthony : lol thanks.
its just like ethan , when you picked me up from CG. HAHA.
me&anthony walk towards the door.
ethan : yeah anthony get some..
me : O_O yells' EWWW ETHAN STOP
anthony: chill man .. shes a sister.
why must people mistake us for more than friends?
feelinnn the brother sister lovee. mhmmm .
and i'm ending this year ...
on a bittersweet note.. my family is having a little get-together in a couple minutes. but, right now , as i type , im doing some serious english honors cram time. im writing article after article on this stupid project due on monday. my partners are great, but im not sure how much they’ve written yet. our project is suppoused to be a newspaper, and i was thinking of making a little booklet....
December 2009
“ Wish for you on a falling star, wondering where you are.”
– LFO
kuya jay : HEYLO , look at us ( points at jozcel ) we're TWINS .
ac : YEAH well , hello , so are we ( points at me )
me : LOL
mmm . some sibling love between the older brother&younger sister
to my bestfriend , Andromeda Casareno-
this year, we have gotten INSANELY close.. its quite funny.. i met you two years ago& ever since then we’ve been tight ;]! i love how you know where everything is in my house , and how you’re over my house so much my family considers you as part of it <3 my cousins , ALWAYS call you the adopted one & your always with me when theres...
heres to new beginnings..
2009: In the Beginning
Where did you bring in the New Year? my house<3 Who were you with? yap/edillor family! Did you kiss anyone at midnight? family, of course. Did you make any resolutions? my resolution last year, was to be so good in school to reach NYU standards… i did ayyt -_- lol
2009: Your Love Life Did you break up with anyone? nope! Did you get anything for Valentine’s day?...
“ Color my world with the chaos of trouble ”
– 500 days of summer
fs1 ?
hi ateeeh :] you and jozcel are cute :D
LOL. well hello there ading (: ! thanks <3
oh hey . i think you’re amazingly awesome. just thought i’d let you know that. :] peaceoutcutiee.
mmm , haaay.. i bet your more amazingly awesome !
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i think its cute ..
although we’re still young, you do a pretty good job of keeping me here. i mean.. the way you make sure you have time for me.. the way you tell me all these corny sweet things that just work.. the way you make it so hard for me to stay mad at you for more than an hour. the way you sweep me off my feet .. its funny. bekos , all the things you DO.. its like we’re in a moviee. its...
thankyouthankyouthankyou
dear ac , jozcel , biggie , bestbud , kuya , lauren , lilian <3
thank yous for the Christmas love(: ! i really appreciated all you guys got me , and i hopee you liked what i got you too .
homemade scarf&shirt : baby sister
tiffany&co pendant : jozcel
hollister shirt : lauren
forever 21 cardigan : lilian
zez shirt : biggie
crusssaaaah: kuya
forever...
“ You’ve been through SO much together. & you move on , just like that...”
“I hate sleeping & expecting to wake up to blankets and blankets of snow on...”
i'm still daddy's little girl&mommy's helper .
so .. i just hung out with my parents(yeah , i hang with them) & it was absolutely amazing. my momm madee me do some chores, & then she told me to ” separatee the chicken” . its the most annoying ” chore” ever bekoss it takes forever. so as i ” separated the chicken” my daddy was washing the dishes.. we talked about his childhood. apparently, when he was...
andromeda casareno is my twin.
I SWEAR. don’t let the names fool you.
“girls, before you trust a guy with your heart, make sure he gives you his heart,...”
– (via xanthonycastro) (via reannemanansala)
1. NYU
2. RAMAPO
3. RUTGERS
4. NORTHEASTERN
5. CMSV
lets go .
its like im waiting to stop feeling this way . i feel like i can’t do anything but let time do its work.. ugh, its such a crumy feeling.
“Don’t be scared, we won’t leave you.”
– Mommy
today , i’m doing better . i feel like im on my way , back to the old days. but now, i feel that i wont ever take advantage of anything ever again . i won’t take advantage of the warm jacket i wear, or my parents , or my friends. this , is good. <3
it's different.
i can’t stop thinking about it. with everything that happened, i’ll keep saying to my self, i’m so thankful , to be - here.. but, the flashbacks of being so sick .. it kills me.. its changed me.. now, i’m so scared to be alone. i feel likee - i just want to spend the whole day with my parents. they took such good care of me, when everything was happening.. they basically...
“ Let it snow, let it snow , let it snow.”
missing out.
jtizctic : I miss holding yur hand =T
mommy , can you hold my hand?
i’m pretty sure a lot of you know whats been going on with me lately. & i just want you guys to know, i’m so thankful for everything you’ve all done for me. from the feel better greetings, to the annual checkinns , & prayers<3 .. now . im gonna dedicate this blog mainly to my mommy&daddy . these past couple days have been pretty rough for me, and my mom&dad has...
recovery.
ohckay ! heey everyone (: ! im back to smiling, and i am feeling better than how i felt over the weekend. & heres how it went.. it all started, SATURDAY. i had a tiny headachee.. i took a nap for four hours , then woke up with a fever of 101.8 .. my tita bebeth gave me tylenol - and after four hours, the medicine didn’t even benefit me. my temperature stayed the same. i felt...
the flu?
soo . i searched the symptoms for the flu , and i have a couple of themm. tmrw, my mommy is taking me to the doctor.. she thinks its strange that the medicine she keeps giving me isnt working… joy.
sicksicksick.
hey guys , i’ve been sleeping all day - & my fever isnt getting any better. im drinking tylenol every four hours , & my temp still stays at 101.8 .. i’m starting to get scared, kos if the medicine isnt working - what will ? please pray for me<3
jaaycenee.
to you , yeah you. its funny, how i used to know you so well . you were the first one , to take away my troubles , by a single competitive game. . to you, yes - you …. i hate what you’ve become. when we were little, you were just plain & simplee.. & ever since you’ve moved away . it’s like you can go around playinn your little games.. honestly, i miss the old...
so .. today , i played soccer with my sibs ;] ! it was quite interesting , since it was like 49 degrees outsidee… and we were all running around. but idk ? the feeling of playing soccer.. it felt so , good. now- lets get real, i am DEFF NOT a soccer player. but heey , i love the sport <3 ! if only i had the stamina . haha.
ambitious [ am- bish - uhs ]
-adjective
1. having ambition; eagerly desirous of achieving or obtaining success, power, wealth, a specific goal, etc.: ambitious students.
2. showing or caused by ambition: an ambitious attempt to break the record.
3. strongly desirous; eager: ambitious of love and approval.
4. requiring exceptional effort, ability, etc.: an ambitious program for eliminating...
well the weather outside is frightful, but the...
today , i spent time with my mommy. we shopped till we DROPPED. we had so many bags we had to drop some off at the car, then continuee again. and the fun part is, we’re not even fully done shopping yet. it’s just begun . mmmm (: ! noww, i havee to go shopping for thee fam[ily] - the ZEZ3JE speciall ones.. & then the meaningful kids ;]! i got it all planned out. & how...
you know why i love december? bekos in my eyes, everyone is in such a good mood. i love when everyone decorates & gets in the christmas spirit.. and i love that december is the month , where my mom always says once a week ” can we go to the mall ? ” ;] ! haha . absolutely lovelovelove december<3
FERNANDEZ.
alright .. so . lately . theres been the weirdest things happening to me. well, actually . not that weird. its just ” cowincedental” i guess.. haha . so .. on facebook , theres this thing where it tells you whose gonna be your brides maids at your wedding. & the app , chose chippy - ate marmie - & ate caresse.. thats ONE. nexxt . i asked mr.lemberg to go to the bathroom . he...
