choir rehearsal went from 6:30-9 .. got home . studied two chapters of honors. then couldnt focus. attempted on studying history. the words wouldnt process. i dont know whats wrong with me. too much on my mind. too much to handle. my parents are making fun of me , calling me a “college” girl. kos this is probably what my sister goes through evrynight. only ten times worse. & even better, i think its tough now—- . how much more for honorschecm+ anatomy and physiology. YES! im ready to walk into class tmrw, and hope that my educative guessing skills are on point. once tmrw, is over. i’ll be able to breatheeee & frikkin relax. spring break, your so close- yet so far.
(vent) so for the past ten hours, i’ve been reading the book the last song. & i finished it about thirty mins ago.. AND im in such a good mood. its crazy. and from reading this book i’ve learned alot. number one, i’ve learned not to take time for granted. bekos time is precious, and the only one who is control of how you spend it , good or bad - is you. number two, i’ve learned to be a better daughter. i should never hold such grudges at my parents , and i should never fight with them for stupid pointless reasons. they only want the best for me. number three , last but not least (: i’ve learned how to be a better girlfriend. i’ve learned that when im madd i shuldnt drive you away(jozcel) . talking , resolves everthing. && i shouldnt be so shallow & quiet.. so .. all in all. nicholas sparks, you’ve taught me a lesson through your story. (end vent)
to : you.
you know what i think makes us a
good perfect duo??? the perfect , match?? the perfect pair of bestfriends&significant others? YES, i love that youre always here for me, OF COURSE- i love that you can make me laugh,&NO DOUBT, i love that you&i see eye to eye… but most of all , i love the relationship me and you have with God. so , has anyone ever heard of that saying, there is no stronger love than the love you have for God and the love God has for you?? well , the way i see it ??? the closer you& i are to GOD, the closer we become with each other… so, when you and i pray together at night, i can honestly see upfront, a future. JUST LIKE THAT.. each time we say “hold on” on the phone and become completely silent to take minutes to pray, for our families, for our misfortunes, for insight, for updates, and also, for each other. i see something different that i did not see with any other guy. its one of a kind, nodoubt. && this is why , i think - you and i — are quite the perfect match. <3
write me from the philippines… each&every one of them tell me .. “it looks like your havinnn fun… i can tell by your pictures” <3 (: i love that a camera can capture memories, just with a simple click.
when you post something cute, heart warming, sweet& nice to one of your friends… and then they just ignore you. & you know they ignore you bekos you see them talking to other people. awesome.