July 2010
love is too strong to just walk away.
(via xanthonycastro)
June 2010
you make me happy. stay that way.
(via xanthonycastro)
my dad asks me why i look so sad..
daddy: nikks ! whats wrong get up out of bed.
me: daddy im sad. biggie's gone.
daddy: sits down* , well nikks thats life. people come and go.
me: but daddy she's so close to me, like a sister.
daddy: nikks, people will be your friends, people will leave, people will change . and more. but you have to remember that when she was here, when you guys were together you two had so much fun. & the memories were good. and thats all that matters. whether shes here or not, you two had good memories. and when she comes back, you'll make more.
oh daddy. thanks for the mini heart to heart (=
biggie, you have no idea.. how much i miss you.
finally caught up!
with the 30 day letter tumblr challenge. sorry for spamming everyone<3!
day 16 : Someone that’s not in your country.
BIGGGIE BIGGIE BIGGGIE , CANT YOU SEE? dearest biggie, its funny how the whole thirty letter day thing , has this category in it. you just left yesterday, and i’ve already explained how much i miss you on fbook. and how my day went yesterday and today. well biggie. when you left, i didnt get to say all i wanted to say.. if i did, im pretty sure, it wouldve been a more heartbreaking goodbye,...
day15 ? dearest lolo (on daddys side),
how are you? there so much i could say to you. but i’ll start off by saying, i wish you remembered me. i wish you didnt have alzheimer’s .. thats what kills me the most. i hate seeing you have memory problems, and have problems with everyday functions. i hope i get to see you soon, the next time i’ll be able to come there will be 2013 . and i can’t wait… before i...
dear someonei'vedrifted away from,
i see you almost every day. we’re always hanging out. but theres no DOUBT, that we’ve drifted. me & you used to talk all the time. we used to talk on the phone, aim, fbook basically 24/7 . we’re still ‘close’. but definetly not as close as before. i used to come to you for every little thing, but now a days , me& you dont have heart to hearts like that . we...
hey - person i wish could forgive me,
we havent talked in a long time , & i believe its better that way. i havent been treating you like a good friend. i admit that. but i think youve overreacted a couple times too. i fully take the blame for not being there for you when you needed me. and for the times , i didnt hangout . im honestly sorry for that. trust me. we used to be good good good friends. and now thats we’ve cut...
to: the person who caused me a lot of pain.
without you in my life, i can honestly say , that im living it happily. your good at hiding your feelings. your good at making me look like the bad guy. & you, YOURSELF is way too good at lying. you honestly got the last ‘laugh’. you won the last battle. and you made multiple people hate me. but hey , thats ok. those people dont know DIDLY SQUAT about me. and since they all hate me...
dear lolo,
how are you doing , watching over me? (= i havent met you once lolo, but from all the stories i’ve heard i know your amazing. from everything i’ve heard, everyone said you have impecable style. you always looked SHARP everytime you walked out of the house. also, i heard you were amazing cook. that explains why everybody on mommys side of the family knows how to cook. from her five...
dear person i don’t talk to as much as i'd like,
whats up ? (= umm . so i’ve known you for a while. & its hard to get a hold of you. your every where. and no worries. i still love you. its summer, and i can’t wait to live it up with you. we used to talk 24/7 , but like i said. h.s. can make a person’s like busy, haha. so . can’t wait to hangout again!
love,
nikk
dear r.gutierrez(:
i fell in love with your acting. you have amazing acting skills and you made me feel as if all of your ‘roles’ were real. i absolutely loved loved loved, you in - ‘when i met you’ . you made me cover my face with a pillow, say ‘awwwwwwwwww’ so many times, and made me feel like a complete girl. LOL. on top of your amazing talent, your beautiful. haha. yup. so ,...
since i missed a lot of letters...
i’ll be spamming , since today is the day i finally got the chance to take a ‘breather’. please dont mind the spam!
dear internet friend,
we met on omegle. and it was funny bekos… you made me laugh a lot. at thats time, i really needed somebody to make me life. it was quite a sad time, & you did the best you could do, the very first time i met you. i remember i was...
a little on the inside.
theres a motto i seem to go by everyday. “theres never ever a perfect day” , & to have one - no flaws , no fights, no mishaps, is truly rare. today , was amazing i must say - but it had quite a few bumps. our last final was today, and today was the perfect way to spend the first day of summer. so , after E period finals, my bestfrengs and i went to the big apple. (: ! hooray...
TO ALL THE PEOPLE,
who posted that “oh my tumblarity is back is yours?” post,
THANKS ALOT FOR GIVING ME NIGHT MARES. i was so scared that i had to restart my computer kos i couldnt look at the screen and i ran to my room.
forreal’ i hate when people do that..
"When I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome...
-Barney Stinson (How i met your mother)
to you - ex crush,
i’m sorry for how we ended. im sorry for making you hate me. even though i wasnt sure how i did that . a part of me feels horrible, because i never gave us a true chance. to be honest, i wasnt looking for that type of “real love” . idk . i was still a baby. HECK. i still am a baby. and also , on the honest note, i was truly afraid of trusting you with my heart. and im glad i...
dearest stranger,
yeah . so . i see you often . & a part of me wants to help you. but a part of me is afraid to reach out, because im unsure of what you’ll do. you look like a great person. & i feel bad for the way your living. i dont even know you . but i’ve seen you quite a lot of times in my life. & you make me appreciate the things i have . someday , i want to help you. i want to get you...
dear dreams,
im excited to fufill you. (: lately youve been playing with my mind. you scared me out of nursing, and now i dont know whats the deal. im scared as to what might happen as a nurse. and i dont know if im emotionally strong to deal with everything nurses do. i didnt know how difficult it could be . and now that i know, youve confused me on what i want. i know for a fact, i want to teach anatomy....
dear princess,
how yuu doin? (: ! well. ateh dear. i know we have our differences , but i will say that over these past few years , you and i have gotten quite close. i remember we used to fight likeeee cuhreazy . so much that our family nicknamed the both of us , the lawyers. bekos we fought so many times. haha , and we always had comebacks to what each other had to say. but now, i can honestly say ....
dear parents,
i love you with all of my heart. i’m so thankful for everything you’ve given me. for giving me the life i live. for giving me the clothes i wear. & for giving me the house i stay in. i thank GOD all the time for you two. you two inspire me deeply. & im glad i have parents like you. our relationship isnt always happy rainbows and bunnies. but hey. it happens. i dont like how you...
missed a couple. dear crush,
you dont know me & i dont know you. all in all , i “fell” for your smile and good acting skills. watching you be a sweetheart in movies , makes me feel like your being a sweetheart in real life. YOUR THAT GOOD . your cutee. & sweet. and its nice. it makes me wish that all real guys were like that all the time. but hey, nobody is perfect right? haha (: ! uhh. yeah. hooray...
i like to play soccer.
if theres any gym sport i participate in the most. its soccer. it appears fun to me. & i really do loveee it. papapetro was gassin me up today in gym. since i made a goal. he said hes never seen me participate this much, and that i should play on the soccer team. he even asked me several times if i play soccer. LOL. i like it.
yeaaaahyuh. lets go spain , for the world cup (:
dear bestfriend,
hayhaaaayhay girl! (: everyone knows how much i adore you. we’ve been tight since’ 07 & its crazy how close we’ve gotten in a matter of three years. i’m glad i have such an amazing bestfriend like you. you have no idea how thankful i am for you. i love how you know what im thinking with just a simple glance. & how you know where evrything is in my house. i love how...
since i barely post anything up anymore...
this should give a post topic everydaaay. (inner thoughts) lets see.
Day 1- Your best friend
Day 2- Your crush
Day 3- Your parents
Day 4- Your sibling
Day 5- Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as...
" is love about what others think is right... or...
so, i’ll start off by saying.. isnt it crazy how a movie can make you think deeply about things? haha. well, in the movie i just watched , i learned that - a couple can be together for years, but what good is it if theyre not in love anymore. stablity in a relationship is important. but as ive sad before, a relationship is nothing without the magic. without the feelings. & passion.
i'm sorry but,
i cant stand it when people post scary pictures like a chain mail thing , on tumblr.
i’m a baby when it comes to scary stuff.
filipino accents.
katrinaann:
You’re not a true filipino if you don’t understand this :]
fckyeahkennet:
Use a filipino accent. A really THICK filipino accent.
Use TENACIOUS in a sentence. I went to the shoe store to buy a pair of TENACIOUS.
Use DEDUCT, DEFENSE, DEFEAT,and DETAIL in a sentence. DEDUCT jumped over DEFENSE,first DEFEAT and then DETAIL.
Use DEPOSIT in a sentence. I hear dripping...
