“If you dont have anything nice to say, don’t say it at all.” ?The common quote of polite ways, that basically no one uses anymore. right? everyone talks about everyone. don’t lie, kos i know you do it too. whether your expressing how your feeling to another friends, it can be categorized as shit talking. now a days, nothing is every short and sweet. but i wish people just lived by this rule. If you dont have anything nice to say, don’t say it at all”. IF everyone did so, then the world would be a lot more peaceful, and drama would be pretty much on a low rate. tumblr can be used as a diary right? or somewhat a diary. your allowed to express whatever you feel here, and people shouldnt judge you for it. but , if its nothing nice, at least, DONT add there name to it. that makes you look bad too.. thats pretty much putting them on blast. but idk. this is just a rant- that wouldnt change a thing, kos im a voice unheard -__-
September 2010
August 2010
i’ll put my status here. NYU BOUND TODAY! university tour <3
even though she wasnt supposed to read that =P
awh ! thank you degrassi buddy<33 ! remb what i said though k? keep your head up high (: ! YOU DESERVE IT!
is it me, or does your filipino parents like to chissmiss as much as mine?? i do my best in school, i abide by my parents rules, im above the influence, yet certain little mistakes, such as accidents - are the talk of the “town”. honestly, i hate it when my family does this. today, i was tired. i went to go get a drink with my cousin in the kitchen. so my mom asks me to bring something down stairs. SIMPLE ENOUGH, right? ok , done deed.. but me and my cousin are both kinda pooped, so we both think “oh! lets both carry it down, you hold one side and i hold the other”. then, our moms make such a big deal about us HOLDING IT TOGETHER. and they say “AYY ANG GA-EE (spellcheck) ANG ULO” , in english terms, YOUR HARDHEADED. now, something as simple as that- you must talk bad about us? i dont understand why our parents feel the need to gossip to all their friends about MISTAKES we’ve done. in all honesty, i’ve had ALOT of this in my life. if i got a bad test grade, ALL THE OTHER TITAS and TITOS knew. if i lost my IPOD they all knew again. if i got a new phone, which was suppousedly expensive, my mom makes it seem like IM SO UNGRATEFUL. really? WHAT GOOD COMES OUT OF THIS? TELL ME. all your doing is spreading the mistakes i’ve made, and making me LOOK BAD. im your daughter, so if you portray me bad, just think about what your doing to yourself. and when i do the good things . HOW ABOUT THAT? LIKE, coming home on your time. cleaning the house countless times. doing everything you ASK FOR and MORE. HAVING good grades, with a 4.2 GPA. ALL OF THAT , i never get a “WOW IM SO PROUD OF YOU”. i always get a “do better next time.” and honestly, i think it shouldnt be like this. your making me feel as if everything im striving for is NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. and then one little mistake comes along, or one mistake i wish you’d put behind , is KEPT within the FAMILY GRAPEVINE for months.
it hurts . and i wish you didnt do this , ALL THE TIME. and everytime i attempt to show you how i feel. i get yelled at, or , you tell me “ay thats just how we are!” ! just great. absolutely, amazing. -__-
today.
- mani pedi with mi fam (:
- rested at home till kuya came to pick me upp.
- siblings time <33
- picked up tst. new milford carnival.
- the carnival was lame, we were more impressed by the near by playground.
- x] blinddddd chickenn !
- junkie food. nomnom.
- prizes!
- went to the field, looked at the stars, nd the full mooon <3 . perfection.
good.frikkin.day.
I am not fond of twitter, because you know.. tumblr FTW LOL but yo seriously i stumbled across this kos of tumblr. this girl is seriously racist and I think shes only hating because she wants to be tumblr famous and get attention. What is this , another jesseslaughter? seriously, this girl needs to gtfo thinking she’s cool and all. This is negative attention and she’s going to get things just like jesseslaughter did. Just because the hostage took place, that doesn’t mean you have to blame the whole nation. It was the work of one man. Not the whole freakin country. Don’t diss, because you don’t know what filipinos are really like. Your thoughts are foul and seriously this is just an outrage. Really, such a piss off..
Check out her posts and see for yourself how racist she is to filipinos.
OHMG. this seriously got me fired up. who the frik do you think you are for doing that. no heart at all -__- smh, right ?
for a long time, i remember the constant fighting we would have. yelling, crying, attitudes. looking back, that seemed like the majority of our relationship. we would always talk about the start of our relationship, as bliss. everything was simply, fun. me and you had it good. but like every relationship, its not all about the good times, but a common split with the bad. the “dark ages” we would call it. haha. you and i. wow, we’ve been through so much. and after our last big fight. i realized how even though we may argue, and annoy the heck out of each other, a day without you, is too hard. clearly, we’ve “grown” on each other. we became accustomed to the comfort of each other always being there. the daily schedule of talking on the phone at night, to the good morning calls and texts. i definetly realized, i’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. if you catch my drift. so, we had such a good chunk of fighting with each other. to the point where we both hurt. and then, we decided, to quit it. stop fighting. whats the point? why dont we just be upfront with our feelings. dont bottle it up, and say it once it bothers one another. therefore, we dont go through a fight. and now, things are just like before. perfect. fun filled, with smiles and laughter. and wow, it feels so good<3 !
ive been nothing but nice to you. and all your doing, is being shady or ignoring me. i mean, im absolutely ok, if thats just your emotions as of now bekos of everything going on.. but i see how your talking to other people on fbook, smileys and hearts and shiet. then ignoring me, or responding to me with things that are not even the main subject of what im talking to you about. i mean, im just trying to be nice, but if all im gonna get out of you is shadiness, and you ignoring it, then thats cool. i was just wasting my time.
every since i was a little girl, i had to sleep with something to hug. im sixteen now, and i still sleep with my baby pillows along with my pillow pet, jaynAM. and without them, i guarentee i can’t sleep at all. yeah, im still a baby. LOL.
