April 2011
Inappropiate things on my dash again.
Seriously? My virgin eyes are scarred - yet again -__-
March 2011
In the hallways,
Sis and I were walking by a group of people, and one guy said,
”It’s not that I’m racist, I just hate EVERYONE.“
the world we live in today. lmfao.
Reblog if your mother means the world to you.
That Lizzie , Gordo , and Miranda -
type of friendship<3 twins forever.<3
Pandora's box.
okay. So , recently - I just read a news article about my former middle school just totally - disappointing me… There was a girl in school, who got hated on by everyone else. . So harshly hated, that she moved to another Catholic School. Now, WOW. Has things changed THAT much - that such a thing has happened ??? When I went to that school, I remember everyone being close. And SURE , we...
The thought & feelings of loneliness,
Makes me heart sink .
There is a story about a man,
A man struggling through this hard recession. He recieves two envelopes in the mail. One envelope contains an offer to consolidate his debt into lower monthly payments, the other envelope contains notification that he has won ten million dollars in the lottery. The man sighs, and throws away the lottery envelope straight to the trash, and again - he begins to do more paperwork to worry about his...
He answered and said, Lo , I see four men loose, walking in the midst of the fire, and they have no hurt ; and the form of the fourth is like the Son of God.
Daniel 3: 25
life.
neverrlosehope:
Tonight, the phrase and outlook is “through all this pain, there must be some sort of gain”. Four people + family = truth. For all those who just stood there and watched me burn, it’s not alright because I do NOT like the way it hurts. Yaaa no me gusta .
Four people .
God gave me those for sure .
the one night I needed reassurance..
The night that changed my outlook on the world and it’s surroundings . The people I needed to see love from, showed their true colors in front of me. Andromeda Casareno, Jozcelric Anthony, and Jonezci Vincent.. Proved that their friendship is something to hold onto . Something precious and deep. Everyone else I thought would’ve had me, watched me sink & fall. And to you guys, you...
I am weak,
Tomorrow , I will wake up in tears.
Because when I felt all alone,
It was a feeling that overcame my better judgement. It was as if I was back to the past. . Back to march 2008. Back to a broken hearted girl that no one understood. I needed everyone. I needed someone to hear me out, and wipe my tears away. I felt like not much could happen. I felt like no one understood the words I said or the actions I did.. Lonely. That’s the best word to explain it, and...
When I need you the most , you're gone.
Please be nice to me.
I have no need to or will power to fight for any stupid reason. You win , I’m sorry . Okay?!
Mixed madness.
Feeling full of sadness.
When you talk so badly about him or her,
How do I know you don’t do the same behind my back?
Forever is like a jinx -
more like never .
I don't know anymore.
I’m not sure of any of this..
In a state of emotions , where I wonder what's...
who is really my friend? Am I just relying in people who secretly hate me? Who is here to stay and who is going to leave? Who is talking secrets about me? Who is faking their smiles to my face, and behind my back stabbing me? Who is real …? Am I just living a lie ?? …
today.
ayitsayceee:
iv’e learned that in love, there is obliviousness.
and that nothing goes right on mondays. -____-
keep falling, keep hurting.
repeat cycle.
blinded love.
-markdavid asked: aiight bosss, i gotchu !
the smile family.
ayitsjpec: I miss those memories too. I wana bring them back. Its just hard to right now. Too much is in my mind lol. I promise you. Summer time is perfect. Ill be more active. Alright? Ill try to be that kuya smile again. Im just working right now, im getting to old n weak. And i thank you for bringing me back. I truly miss everything.
aaynikksx3: kuya.
aaynikksx3: you know.
aaynikksx3: you always will be my kuya smile.
aaynikksx3: you just went away for a bit.
aaynikksx3: but i can already tell.
aaynikksx3: you're coming back.
ayitsjpec: good. :)
aaynikksx3: good :)
welcome home, kuya.
Do you know , how dumb you make me feel?
when I try to have a good convo with you. and its just a disaster..?!
when I TOTALLY do a noble deed for you.. and you can’t even tell me what’s going on….
when I try my hardest to cater to your needs, and don’t get a single “thanks nikki” back.?
uh yeah. no me gusta.
-markdavid asked: Sure :] sometime this week ? and you can drive ? o_O
When I talk to you, it's like you're my little...
- You have this space in my heart, that brings me back.
