May 2011
Fill my life with romance.
I want to live like it’s a fairytale.
Good news: my mom has informed me,
That my prom dress is officially done & my aunt has told her it looks beautiful :) ! Hooray for US dollars being much more than Pesos , and giving me the ability to be ‘ballin’ in the Philippines and self design and request any style from a designer family friend ! I’m happy everything is turning out good :) . Orange is way too hard to find here.
Tumblr relapse.
starts now. I have barely used this site due to my ipod being dead. and now I am back on , and I feel bored. lol .
nothing major.
April 2011
Frustration.
Its always a stinger when you try your best , and the person next to you doesn’t try half as hard but gets rewarded. My mom and I just had a mother daughter moment where I teared up and she hugged me as she said, “Nicole, it’s okay .that’s competition. Even if it wasn’t fair at least you know that you did better. Although physically you don’t have the prize, you...
The first time I saw you, I wished you'd be mine.
- even though you weren’t my ‘type’.
seems as if opposites do attract.
Note:
itskatherinemae:
If you’re planning on giving up now.. first think of what kept you together for so long.
There's only three things a man should change...
I can never be as "smart".
Stop comparing me to her . Saying she did this and she did that . I get it , shes amazing. But what do you think you’re going to gain out of saying all this stuff to me ?? It hurts . And it’s not encouraging . You make me feel as if my best isn’t good enough . And even though I pretty much eat , breathe and sleep school school SCHOOL, it’s as if I’m never going...
I can feel my heart hardening,
You know ? That feeling where it’s hard to breathe and your chest hurts ? That feeling where you can feel the tears come to your eyes , but your trying so hard to keep them from falling ? yeah, that
Tonight feels ,
Half empty. Negative vibes flowing.
What's it gonna take ...
For YOU to notice me?
I can not wait for May .
because by then - summer will come in no time ! :) still need to stay focused though .
On a 70s music flow.
Times like these make me question the time period I was born in.
:)
music then > music now.
"We gotta get it right back to where we started...
"I don’t wanna be like Cinderella, Sitting in a...
-cheetah girls
I can't help thinking that what I'm trying to...
to restore our friendship that was once tight - is a “lost cause” .
My eyes feel weak,
which is highly scary do to the fact I put my contacts in, then took them out . Washed me eyes and everything and my eyes sting and feel heavy.. I’m pretty scared right now. Thinking of worst case scenarios… It hurts to open my eyes…
Keep in mind, there's only so many chances you get...
- don’t take anything for granted.
Reblog if you're thankful for all what Jesus did...
“It’s difficult being a woman in a man’s world. Although everyone...”
– patient @rehab, that talked to me while I job shadowed.
Productivity.
todays agenda
finish visual literacy essay , submit to turnitin.
start a potential power point for the science fair?
draft the personal part of the job shadowing experience
study my SAT book. get the game face on’
buy more oreos
make oreo cupcakes for the boyfriend’s family.
Go to church, to praise Jesus for loving me and blessing me, for dying for me.
buy goods at the...
I don't know why I feel this way.
When I look back at all the things I've gained as...
There’s a bittersweet feeling that overwhelms my heart. I know God has navigated my life the way he’s wanted it to end up, and don’t get me wrong- I’m up for whatever he has in store for me<3 .. But when I look back at all the things I thought I would have forever you know, the rundown of certain friendships, cousinships, familyships, acquaintanceships, RELATIONSHIPs in...
